10.16.21

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Fruit everyday and ample fatty acid.

Still my under eyes are red and cracked. Less screens just for today.

It's not enough. Detoxification 

takes weeks and I have 

to set my alarm tonight.

I have to be on zoom.

All the right things. Just~for~today.

Then tomorrow...

Brace my core, bend over, 

enough soap to kill the worms.

Clean my mess.

I live with 2 people.

They love clean. They don't clean.

They do clean. My standards are lower.

They used to be higher. They get higher.

I wish I had ADD then I wouldn't

take out the trash.

Why don't they take out the trash.

Your keys on the counter

look like trash.

The truck comes today. Don't cross me.

I can't deal with this crossing.

From ok to insane.

Shoving down urges to call

who I'm needing.

I click on every next asshole.

Every hairy asshole away from

my home sweet hole.

I imagine cumming in someone I know

feels safe.

No timeline. Fantastic.

I already passed itI always feel late